[Singing]
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[T.I. Talking:] Still ain't forgave myself.. damn
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It's a lotta fucked up shit that go down man..
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You don't even know the half..
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[Verse 1]
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Man I been in and outta trouble since an adolescents
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Spoiled rotten, dead fresh, wit no daddy present
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I got two uncles, Quint and Man and they keep me straight
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7 and 8, I'm countin money while they movin weight
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My daddy send me clothes and always tell me come and see him
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I say aiight but still I feelin like my momma need him
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They sendin letters home from school, nobody read mines
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And plus my uncles, doin 10 years F.E.D. time
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Then I started rebellin, began crack sellin
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Tha littlest thang on the corner wit a Mac 11
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After school I hear my momma holla homework
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I say aiight ma, but look I got my own work
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Started interactin wit fiends at the age of 13
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Now my momma findin rocks in my socks, glocks in my toy box
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Like damn, why do trouble come to me like this
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But on the real, it ain't even have to be like this (fuck)
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[Hook]
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Mistakes made on this road to wealth
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I still ain't forgave myself
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Ay, what I am today
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I made myself but I still ain't forgave myself
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For runnin to the grave getting closer to death
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I still ain't forgave my self
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For anyone who ever wondered how I felt
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I still ain't forgave myself
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[Verse 2]
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At 14 man, thought I knew everything
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I'm slangin slabs, trappin hard, movin heavy Cain
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I bought an '85 cutlass on some dane-a-danes
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Now I'm the shit, huh, the motor blew in 30 days
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Hardheaded man I ain't listen to anything
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I'm getting money so, I'm right and I got plenty game
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Besides why I need school, Im'ma be rappin momma
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If that don't work, then I guess Im'ma be trappin momma
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But hey I promise Im'ma make it cause I'm damn good
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Im'ma get us out this hood and off these can goods
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School just a white man game, and it's ran good
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At 16, here's my introduction to manhood
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Blue lights behind me, damn what I'm gonna do
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Cause I got 2 pounds of weed and a 3.80 too
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I guess everything'll be aiight if I just keep it cool
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How ya doin officer, what ya mean why I ain't in school
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Can you search the car?? Yea but, I rather that you didn't
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Besides it's just a waste of yo time cause ain't nutthin in it
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[Laugh] I guess that's when I seen, that I ain't know shit
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When stuck in a place wit freedom I ain't gone get.. (Damn!)
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[Hook]
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Mistakes made on this road to wealth
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I still ain't forgave myself
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Ay, what I am today, I made myself
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But I still ain't forgave myself
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Guess these the chances ya take, when dealt the cards I was dealt
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But I still ain't forgave myself
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For anyone who ever wondered how I felt
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I still ain't forgave myself
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[Verse 3]
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Outta all the niggaz I was wit when I was doin wrong
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3 in the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 dead and gone
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Knew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper bustin
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But what's the good in knowin' better if I ain't tell 'em nutthin
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I knew I coulda told Cap not to kill shawty
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Put down the gun, get in the car let 'em live shawty
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You'll probably get locked up, and I'll probably have a deal shawty
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Naw, I ain't scared, I'm just telling ya like it is shawty
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Coulda told Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blow
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Leave that country town alone, yall needa come back home
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Bankhead and J-Rue, I just feel like if I was wit 'em
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They woulda never got killed that night if I was 'em
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Seem like I coulda done mo', said mo'
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Why all my partners gotta be dead or in the fed fo'??
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All the time, I just wish that yall could ball wit me
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Sometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream that yall wit me (damn.)
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[Hook]
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And even though they say I cant blame myself
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I still ain't forgave myself
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For all the mistakes made on this road to wealth
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I still ain't forgave myself
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What I am today, I made myself
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But I still ain't forgave myself
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For anybody who ever wondered how I felt
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I still ain't forgave myself
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And yea they say I cant blame myself
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But I still ain't forgave myself
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Fo the mistakes made on this road to wealth
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I still ain't forgave myself
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Guess this the chance that you take, when dealt the cards I wa
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Still Ain't Forgave Myself
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| T.I. |
