now I can take this, everything I know
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realize that i'm nothing I wanted to be
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I can never change anything i've done
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because it's the onlt thing I have left
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blame yourself again for what I didn't do
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never even knew it was coming from me
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it changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
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because I have gone too far now
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nobody
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changed my mind
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and it leads me to a new disease
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somebody
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let it die
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but it still becomes a new disease
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is this all worth what this has done to me
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watered down my senses and turned them on me
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fuck morality and everything I know
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if I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope
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impersonate myself for what I used to be
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denial is all that's left now
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nobody
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changed my mind
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and it leads me to a new disease
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somebody
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let it die
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but it still becomes a new disease
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seething in my head
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i'm suffering instead
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I can't remember why
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this meant so much to me
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doubt
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did I ever want this?
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it's all I could've been, it's all I would've been
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doubt
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did I ever want this?
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it's all i've ever been, it's all i'l ever be
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seething in my head
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i'm suffering instead
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I can't remember why
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this meant so much to me
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nobody
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changed my mind
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and it leads me to a new disease
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somebody
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let it die
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but it still becomes a new disease
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New Disease
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| Spineshank |
