I have to let my ego go
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My profit coming heavy as it grows and I'm almost near the point where I'm about to lose control
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And If he never burdens us with more then we can hold then why do I implode like a fucking over load?
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I got fire on my head like MJ with a pepsi drink and a lot of shit inside me like a septic tank
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It's funny niggas wanna spin around and flip shit like I never been shit but a fucked up misfit
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And while there's truth to those accusations
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I'm still sick with no motherfucking vaccination
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I'm still the shit like they pressed pause on me
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And technically I foul til' the ref calls on me
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Nigga I could have been signed... I been a buzz
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But I was scared to show the world who I really was
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And label heads they ignore those who give their all cause they're busy seeing what stick when it's to the wall
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It ain't about the fucking craft and perfection
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Ask Ryan Leslie I was fucking that selection
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But I was busy being stubborn as a bastard,
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With the mind of a crafter and a father that was Casper
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So I got a lot of shit I won't admit
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And a whole bunch more that I won't forget
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These fucking faggots wanna trap me in my baggage
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And treat me like I'm manic cause I'm more then they can manage
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Bitch but I'm a be me til' I fucking croak
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And I won't let you take me as a fucking Joke
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So don't compare me to any bitches that's out here
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Cause be honest I am who they not near
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Bitch I'm higher then the fucking feeling
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Higher then a building that was built on heaven's ceiling
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I can't believe I chose this bullshit over books
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I'm like a midget in a crowd being overlooked
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And niggas still fucking fail to acknowledge me
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Sleeping on me then later offering apologies
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I'm sorry Raee'n you speak the truth with every fucking word
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Shut up bitch tell me something that I haven't heard
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Don't deny you play your favorite rapper then play me
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After you would swear I flow like the middle of a fucking rapture
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My mind set is kill em' all or be destroyed
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I'm out here trying to be balling bigger then keloid
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Yeah I gotta eat, fuck whoever starving
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It's survival of the fittest word to that nigga Darwin
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Pause I'm done letting niggas play me
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And dying of laughter is the only way that they slay me
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Cause I've been standing here naked hoping y'all see
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I'm trying to take your eyes and make em' focus on me
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My mom told me Raee'n You'll only be a star when you become comfortable with who you really are
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And Since I did niggas been trying to manipulate me,
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Break me and shape me to every image that they see
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But I don't listen to a word from you fucking beginners
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Bitch I'm flyer then the south for a couple of winters
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How dare you niggas try to call me influential
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In the same fucking sentence say it's all coincidental
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She dresses like a dyke but she bodies instrumentals
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I think she's fucking faking it, it's all so incidental
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Nigga I had to kill myself 3 times
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And let the neigh sayers brain cell my free mind
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To hold it all in I ain't got the room to
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So I don't entertain the bullshit that I'm immune to
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Fuck you all bitch fags you can die slow
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Let me be great it's the only thing I know
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I learned young not to trust shit
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So I'm sorry to the world if I'm not enough bitch
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Fuck it all I have is my word and my pride
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So I exhale and let all my burdens subside
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And to my haters ya'll bitches stay tune I'm a give you all a million reasons to hate you
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And still I did it all on my fucking own
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Now I'm about to change the chair into a fucking throne
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And I dare anybody to stop me
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I'm putting bitches in the dirt like sock cleats
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I'm done
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Say What's Real
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Angel Haze |