(Intro)
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You know my mama use to always say that struggle is worth it
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It goes with then struggle is purpose
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And purpose is what you're working
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And alot of people don't wanna live to see that
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To me, they should
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(Verse)
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It's hard to dream with your eyes wide open
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But if you keep 'em closed you can't really see where you're going
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And maybe I'm just a dreamer and the world ain't really my home
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And on the outside of my mind is the only place I belong
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And I'm trapped inside a soda just way too broke to be strong
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And that's trapped inside a life that's just way too long to be gone
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And I give shit I give yeah it takes too much to be whole
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The irony in that shit man sometimes is great to be wrong
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And I smile but shit gets harder 'cause my heart is growing
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Further apart from the other vessels that make me more of my soul
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That make me less of a help to everything that surrounds me
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It's tough to know I'm lost but it's harder to think I found me
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Lining all the remnants the pain all his descendents
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My fear has never been falling I'm deathly scared of ascendance
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Damn ,but I guess that's gotta mean something
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I'm out of this world than I'm just hoping that I leave something
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(Hook)
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Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart
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But I still smile with my heart,
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Even though that shit bound to be torn apart
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And I , I still (dream)
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I still (dream),I-I still (dream),I still (dream)
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(I believe in you, no matter what we've been through,I believe)
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(Verse)
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I met a kid out in Vegas desperately wanna make it
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He said he runnin' from pain and just wants to know what will shake it
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His girlfriend just had a baby ,he out and he ain't around
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Ain't got the skills to raise no kid ,I never got to be a child
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Never got to figure out what I wanted for mine,my dad bounced like a faggot
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My mama was gone all the time, my stomach touching my spine
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I had to go fucking grind, I took everything I wanted
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The world was never fucking mine
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These lanch, they keep on feeding me lies
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The sun of a generation they keep denying me shine
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They sayin' the world is mine but won't allow me to rise
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So I got hell all in my heart and hatred all in my eyes
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I'm frown, from my head to my soul
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And I give shit I give but it takes too much to be whole,yeah
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Ah, I just want someone to believe in me , tell me they know I'm heard
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But the goodness is all they see in me and
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(Hook)
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Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart
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But I still smile with my heart,
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Even though that shit bound to be torn apart
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And I , I still (dream)
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I still (dream),I-I still (dream),I still (dream)
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(I believe in you, no matter what we've been through,I believe)
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(Verse)
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Beaten to a pole, from the bottom she made it
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You can see I'm on the scan no discards if honestly fading
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She look up into the mirror and what she seeing she hating
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So much evil in this world and it's beauty just masquerades it
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They hide behind all their secrets ,hide behind all their pain
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I've been through so fucking much shit it's about to drive me insane
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Sometimes I wish all the beating would knock it all out of my brain
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Someone would just take the picture and crop me out of the frame
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Yeah,and that's what's stollen my worth
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Don't judge me about my appearance my soul is lower than dirt
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My heart's been broken so many times I don't know if it works
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And all I have is this smile and I'm so lonely it's hurting
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And I'm froze stuck up in this place I only feel alone
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And I give shit I give, but it takes too much to be whole
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I want someone to fucking love me,
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I'm tired to coming last to everything that's above me
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(Interlude)
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And I smile,maybe it's a parody of all the tragedy inside us
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We keep secrets like abortions,
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Life stolen then frozen within our psychic lies on ice
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Dancing with the demons ,lips that rarely speak the truth
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Aclamated by what we've been through,the mind is a terrible thing to waste
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And at the same time it's a terrible place to wait
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I'm wasting away,starting expiring, I see fire when your teeth show
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Pride often of ego, thrown off like parts between silabes
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Hook ups that can't be scared away, dreams not easily to decipher, conquer
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But I still smile too but and inside I'm beating my knuckles,tear ,blood and hope
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And even stur away I wonder what it would feel like to be beautiful
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To feel like rain on rose petals,to feel like sunshine
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And have a life without suffering constantly
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I find myself awaken through it all and inevitably risen
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Rippen like fruit branches on the tree of knowledge
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And again I wonder why the good have to suffer
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What it means to be gentle, what we mean to one another
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What it means to be a lover
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(Outro)
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Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart
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But I still smile with my heart,
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Even though that shit bound to be torn apart
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And I , I still dream
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You still dream,We still dream
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Everyday, 'cause I believe in you ,
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Smile n Hearts
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| Angel Haze |
