Otis:
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I'm alone, I'm holding my chrome
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And I have become
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The only one that sees what is really there.
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I hate that I'm scared, but who really cares?
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I tell 'em and for me all they have is blank stares
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And I can just see it now, me jumpin' off the stage right into the crowd
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I beat the shit out of a kid and when I got backstage
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I licked the blood off my hands that I took from his face
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I start to thinkin': why did I just do that?
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I got a demon on my shoulder, ain't no monkey on my back
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And this demon's with my now, she's writing these rhymes
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And only time will tell if I can put her in hell
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And it's swell.
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People tell me I'm so lucky
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Six of the hottest bitches waitin' to fuck me
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And I feel pathetic
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And the thing's that's odd - maybe another vicodin will bring me closer to God.
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Chorus x 2:
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I cannot - Get ahold of myself
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Just cannot - Get ahold of myself
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I cannot - Get ahold of myself
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I have lost control of myself
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Shaggy 2 Dope:
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I'm afraid of the dark and I'm afraid of the light
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And I'm afraid that I might've killed a motherfucker last night
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I don't know, I'm just somehow bloody
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Feels like I just stuck somebody
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Bad dreams, I'm crippled in the forehead.
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I gotta be. It takes up a lot of me.
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You probably need a lobotomy (right)
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Lookin' in the mirror I scare the shit outta me.
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And I finally can't afford no pills
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Layin' in the dark, sweatin' out night chills
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Night spills into the dawn
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Blood spills into the lawn
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I don't wanna go any place anymore
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Don't nobody care about a dumb dead shitty whore
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It's just me, myself, and I
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At war with each other until we die
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Hook:
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Otis:
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You, you belong to me (it's just me, myself, and I, at war with each other until we die)
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I forever own your sanity (it's just me, myself, and I, at war with each other until we die)
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Bonez Dubb:
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I feel it in my chest and I can't breathe
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Don't know what the fuck I need
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I try to take all my pills, til they all was gone
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It's just me and myself don't really get along
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I feel it in my head and I can't see
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Start trippin' when the world comes fallin' on me
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I got a pain and it spreads through my head
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Make friends? Man, I'd rather just kill you instead
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And then nothin' -
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I'm gonna be alright
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If nobody takes me out than how can my own mind?
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I'm gonna fight this, I'm gonna get somebody close
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To keep me out of comatose
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But then it starts up
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I try takin' a breath
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Please, God, keep me away from death
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My life, I cant see bein' a very long ride
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Insanity won the fight so I'll die tonight
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Chorus x 2:
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I cannot - Get ahold of myself
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Just cannot - Get ahold of myself
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I cannot - Get ahold of myself
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I have lost control of myself
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Violent J:
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Boom! It's been four years of decline
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The mind can't exist alone on rewind
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But nothin' happens anymore to me
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Nothin' that I wanna store as a memory
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Livin' alone, hidin' in the back room.
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Four times a day a run the vacuum
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It's dirt outside tryin' to make it's way in
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I gives a fuck if you feel what I'm sayin'
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I'm over-powered in the head by emotions
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A terrifying sadness with panic explosions
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I tried prayin', but I conjured a demon
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It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin',
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"You, you belong to me!"
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I tried prayin', but I conjured a demon
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It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin',
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"I forever own your sanity"
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I tried prayin', but I conjured a demon . . .
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Chorus x 8:
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I cannot - Get ahold of myself
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Just cannot - Get ahold of myself
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I cannot - Get ahold of myself
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I have lost control of myself
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Hook throughout
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Calm Down (featuring Insane Clown Posse)
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