her cloths were soaked with mildew
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ropes burned their way
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through her fragile thin wrists
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i stood over her
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watching to see
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if she was going to live or die
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i remember her
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screaming and scratching to my arms
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while i was tying her wrists
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behind her back
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she was kicking her legs
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up and down in my direction
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trying to prevent me from knotting the ropes
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stop crying
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i screamed in her face
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you took me for granted this time
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how could youve done this to me
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i said as i punched the ground beside her
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until fists were sore and bloody
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honey this couldve all been different
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if you had wanted it to be
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i gently whispered in her ear
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u dont care what you want anymore
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this is what i want now
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dont offer me anything
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you will be wasting you breath
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Maudlin
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| A Life Once Lost |
