Fuck...
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Ahh...
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Oh, I'm not addicted to drugs,
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I'm addicted to being hurt
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It may seem berserk,
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But none of these stress relievers work.
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Poppin pill after pill,
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Trying to get my head straight
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Trying to over power the pain
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until the next day.
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But it aint happening
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I'm an addict that's half asleep,
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While the other half of me is trapped in a series of bad dreams.
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My current postion was trippin' on trees of acid casts,
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until my eyes collapsed and suicide was an aftermath.
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I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me,
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I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe.
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So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty.
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So many drugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me,
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'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy.
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So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that kills me.
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I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
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I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.
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'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
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I think I'm going insane (INSANE)
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I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
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I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.
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'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
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I think I'm going insane (INSANE)
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I guess I'm insane indeed, 'cause no matter what the fuck I do you never seem happy.
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Adapting to stronger drugs,
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Larger quantites, killing myself constantly, my eyes start to bleed.
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The feeling of being alive just isn't enough,
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serenches I stuff with heroine, I'm feeling the rush inside of my veins,
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and my brain's fried from filling too much with drugs,
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i'm willing to crush my chances of being in love.
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I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me,
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I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe.
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So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty.
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So many drugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me,
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'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy.
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So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that kills me.
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I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
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I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.
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'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
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I think I'm going insane (INSANE)
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I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
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I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.
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'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
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I think I'm going insane (INSANE)
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Maybe because you made me that way,
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Turn me into a monster I would have never became.
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Creating thoughts of dying eventually severed my brain,
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irritated my vains, intoxicated my system.
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It went on for days, I had cravings of wisdom.
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I wanted your fuckin' opinion so I'm making you listen,
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listen to all of the pain I've been feeling recently,
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killed myself and only now do you realize that you miss me.
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I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me,
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I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe.
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So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty.
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So many drugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me,
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'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy.
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So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that kills me.
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I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
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I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.
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'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
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I think I'm going insane (INSANE)
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I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
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I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.
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'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
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I think I'm going insane (INSANE)
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I Think I'm Going Insane
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