Let's get fucked up and die.
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I'm speaking figuratively, of course.
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Like the last time that I committed suicide,
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Social suicide.
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Yeah so I'm already dead, on the inside,
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But I can still pretend.
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With my memories and photographs,
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I've learned to love the lie.
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I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
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I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah.
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Let me in,
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Let me in to the club.
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Cause I wanna belong,
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And I need to get strong.
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And if memory serves.
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I'm addicted to words and they're useless.
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*********(In this department)**************
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Let's get fucked up and die.
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I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie.
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And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode,
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I'm about to explode.
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I'm a mess, I'm a wreck.
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I am perfect and I have learned to accept:
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All my problems and short comings,
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Cause I am so visceral yet deeply inept.
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I want to thank you for being a part of my Forget-Me-Nots and Marigolds,
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And all the things that don't get old.
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Is it legal to do this?
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I surely don't know.
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It's the only way I have learned to express myself.
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Through other peoples' descriptions of life.
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I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless.
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**********(In this department)************
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Let's get fucked up and die.
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For the last time with feeling,
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We'll try not to smile.
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As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the night,
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That¡¯s no shock and surprise.
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I believe that I can overcome this and beat everything in the end.
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But I choose to abuse for the time being.
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Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.
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Sister Soldier you¡¯ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame.
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If I could ever repay you I would but I'm hard up for cash,
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And my memory lacks initiative.
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Goddamn the liquor store's closed.
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We're so close to scoring.
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It hurts, it destroys, 'till it kills.
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I am tired and hungry and totally useless.
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*********(In this department)***********
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Let's Get Fucked Up And Die
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