There's something inside of me,
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it tears it all apart.
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What I once was can never be,
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what you will be I'll never see.
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Can't find the strength to erase it
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as it crushes my will to live.
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Don't want you close enough to smell me,
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God I wish I had the courage to kill
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Always there to beat me down,
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to remind me of who I am.
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The one to hold me back,
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when I pretend I'm alive again.
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Don't wanna be the way I am
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I'd like to turn around and walk away.
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I wish I had the courage to kill,
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God I wish I had the courage to kill
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I wish I had the courage to kill
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No one can see me now,
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alone with my doubt and fear.
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I'm so tired of myself,
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so if you leave me can I come to?
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once I tried to listen,
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but I just could not understand.
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I'm a stranger to myself,
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so if you leave me can I come to?
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if you leave me can I come to?
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Am I someone special?
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Can I be replaced?
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I keep repeating myself,
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did I disappoint you?
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Did I always fail?
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I keep repeating myself
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There's something inside of me,
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it tears it all apart.
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What I once was can never be,
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what you will be I'll never see.
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Can't find the strength to erase it
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as it crushes my will to live.
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Don't want you close enough to smell me,
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God I wish I had the courage to kill
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Am I someone special?
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Can I be replaced?
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I keep repeating myself,
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did I disappoint you?
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Did I always fail?
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I keep repeating myself
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am I acting strange?
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or just like everyone else?
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I keep repeating myself.
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Can't someone help me?
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Can't you see I'm afraid,
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can't you see I'm afraid... <i>[x2]
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I'm afraid <i>[x2]
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Infected
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| Misery Loves Co |
