[Verse 1]
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It really hurt me when they killed Shotty
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I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it
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And when they killed Diddy, left him out in Philly
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We was young and gettinĄŻ money, man we used to run the city
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We was rockinĄŻ all them shows, fuckinĄŻ all them hoes
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And when they killed ? had to see him froze on the ground
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Downtown, I can hear the sounds now
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When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down
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I drop tears for my niggas that ainĄŻt hear
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And still think about you even though that it been years
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Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead
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All this pain and all this stressinĄŻ I should have a bald head
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Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes
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Saw death cominĄŻ, when she seen it she just cried
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Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high
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When I find the nigga that killed my daddy know IĄŻmma ride
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Hope you hear me, IĄŻmma kill you nigga
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To let you know that I donĄŻt feel you nigga
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Yea, you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry
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So when I see you nigga itĄŻs gonĄŻ be a homicide
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Cause I was only a toddler, you left me traumatized
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You made me man of the house and it was grindinĄŻ time
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So IĄŻmma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you
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And for all them cloudy days IĄŻmma let this rain hit you nigga
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[Hook]
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I know (x8) (Sample)
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You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry
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So when I see you nigga itĄŻs gonĄŻ be a homicide
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I know (x8) (Sample)
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So IĄŻmma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you
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And for all them cloudy days IĄŻmma let this rain hit you nigga
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[Verse 2]
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And I ainĄŻt ready
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Niggas wanna murder me IĄŻm ridinĄŻ around heavy
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I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees
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But I got this mac elevy, these niggasĄŻll never get me
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Lord knows, I got alotta homies in the dirt
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Niggas sprayinĄŻ metal tryna take you off the earth
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Really over nothinĄŻ, tell me what itĄŻs worth
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Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt
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I Rose from the jungle like Derrick
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Death to anybody that oppose my spirit
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My future lookinĄŻ brighter than this rose IĄŻm starinĄŻ at
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We be runninĄŻ trains on the hoes yĄŻall cherish
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Rest in peace to my niggas, I swear I miss them to death
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My ? murda music, IĄŻll let you listen to death
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IĄŻll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest
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Cause if you throw ĄŽem I throw back like Mitchell & Ness
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IĄŻm gone
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[Hook]
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I know (x8) (Sample)
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You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry
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So when I see you nigga itĄŻs gonĄŻ be a homicide
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I know (x8) (Sample)
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So IĄŻmma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you
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And for all them cloudy days IĄŻmma let this rain hit you nigga
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[Verse 3]
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Man my life so real
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Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills
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Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil
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And I make a hundred thousand every time a nigga spill
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Man I almost got murked in front of the same church
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My dad got carried in, family got married in
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That was in my older days ,this is now, that was then
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Had the block jumpinĄŻ for them dollars, Shawn Marion
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Young nigga gonĄŻ get my own thatĄŻs why IĄŻm arrogant
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Homie need the bail, for them bonds weĄŻll bury ĄŽem
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Lock ĄŽem like a terrier
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BreakinĄŻ all barriers
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Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius
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Cause cops tryna catch me, niggas tryna clap me
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Haters runnin at me, know they wanna get at me
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And people got the nerve to ask why I donĄŻt look happy
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I did it for my niggas, and I did this shit for Kathy
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[Hook]
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I know (x8) (Sample)
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You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry
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So when I see you nigga itĄŻs gonĄŻ be a homicide
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I know (x8) (Sample)
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So IĄŻmma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you
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And for all them cloudy days IĄŻmma let this rain hit you nigga
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Traumatized
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| Meek Mill |
