Woke up from a nightmare and tried to go back to sleep. these days
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it's not the nightmares that are killing me, it's what comes next.
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at least in nightmares, i know what i'm running from. and i'm scared,
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but fear seems better than the truth. these days, my dreams are all
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that's real...it's my life that's all just make believe. and i know
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how it ends, but i can't help but watch. so caught up, i'm breaking
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down. it's getting harder to pretend i care where i land. i want to
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feel, i'm just scared of what that means. i remember when i could
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smile without feeling like such a liar, i just wish i would have
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wrote it down. you ask if there's an end in sight...i wish i had
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an answer. you should have asked me back when i was young. because
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i've had everything, and all i want is more. when you're sick of
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standing, you just fall.
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Everything But Everything
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| Killing The Dream |
