[Intro]
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Kells
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To my fans
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Hold me down mofucka
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And that's all I say
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[Verse1: MGK]
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When that crowd leave would you stay for me?
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And if I don't become what they thought I was
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In the time I should and my hype dies, would you wait for me ?
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Or be ashamed of me if I chose to bow out gracefully
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Cause I know if I don't wanna lose myself
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Then Hollywood ain't no place for me
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What if I told you I ain't quit
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And these drugs still is my rivals?
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Would you regret the fact that you sobered up
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And had more heart than your idol?
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Or accept the fact that I'm just human, borderline suicidal
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And is it blasphemous that these 2 fingers mean more to me than my bible ?
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Lord help cause I'm cause I'm hell bound
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With the weight of the world I'm held down
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Feels like I'm in hell now, maybe that's why I'm havin' this meltdown
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Maybe that's why I hate fan, maybe that's why these J's lit
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Cause I speak the real and get critisize
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So I inhale and don't say shit
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And I wake up, to the same shit
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Cameras on with their hands out
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And that fake smile that I hate now
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Cause they're the one say I sold out
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They're the one that will break out when I needed food for my daughter
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And I'm the one who can't grow up so these fans replace my father
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And these girls replace my momma, they give me love, I don't take it
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Cause fuck love, these fucking hugs weren't around before I made it
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And since I don't have no family EST is all that I got
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Either drop me now or you die for life
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Man it's EST or it's not
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[Hook - DUBO+MGK]
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This shit ain't right (uh)
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Cause we never dead wrong or it's my fault (my fault)
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This is my life (my life)
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Now tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off ?
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'Till the nightmares done
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'Till the grey hairs come
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'Till the friendship dissapear that we've had since day one
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I said this is my life
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So tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off?
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[Verse2: MGK]
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Now What if this is our climax ?
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What if everything peaks here ?
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What if we never get big and these days add on like leap year ?
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What if you were in my shoes ?
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Do you think you can fit 'em ?
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Or would put that gun to your fuckin' head
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And regret the fact that you in 'em
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Cause this ain't living, this shit prison
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Whatever you see in videos, this isn't
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Whatever I thought I knew, shit I didn't
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Dealing with the consequences of my decision
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Straight to the life of a lonely child
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That couldn't find anyone to get through
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For a life that's filled with cameras
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Critisize everytime that I move
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But the love I got for my fans
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And the loyalty for my man's
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Equaled out to the shows we dreamed of
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With them bodies pack to those stands
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And I did what they say I can't
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So I'm living proof that you can
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Go be great, chase your dream
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We only got one life and one chance
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[Hook - DUBO+MGK]
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This shit ain't right (uh)
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Cause we never dead wrong or it's my fault (my fault)
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This is my life (my life)
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Now tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off ?
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'Till the nightmares done
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'Till the grey hairs come
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'Till the friendship dissapear that we've had since day one
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I said this is my life
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So tell me are you gon' ride 'till the wheels fall off?
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Letter To My Fans
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| Machine Gun Kelly |
