[talking]
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For everyone I ever hurt, for everyone
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That ever gave a damn about me
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This ones for you, I apologize
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[Billy Cook: singing in background]
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[Lil' O: x2]
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How could I be a fool [x3]
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My loved ones
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[Lil' O]
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You say I'd go to jail, knowing everyday's like this
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Asking why you a thug, you wasn't raised like this
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You always told me go to school, and behave your best
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Instead I broke your heart, sold dope and gave you stress
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But everytime I got caught up, you was there for me
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And everytime I went to jail, you shed tears for me
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I never told you that I loved you, and you dared to me
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Cause as a child I never knew, how much you cared for me
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Remember running from the laws, I had to swallow that crack
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And my heart stop beating, and my lungs collapsed
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The doctor told you come see me, cause he doubt I'll come back
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But you said you couldn't stand to see your son like that
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On life support and a coma, handcuffs on my feet
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So instead you sent my uncle to be checking on me
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How'd I make it, probably all the prayers to God on your knees
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And I apologize there for your grief, can you forgive me
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[Chorus x2]
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How could I be a fool
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Not knowing when I hurt myself, I also hurt you
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For that I was a bastard, I was selfish I was cruel
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I hope you can forgive me for the pain I put you though, my loved ones
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[Lil' O]
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My Auntie came to see her nephew
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She said I love you, but you know I gots to check you
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The way you act is a disgrace, and disrespectful
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But still you blood, so I pray the Lord protect you
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Cause I know that you done got yourself in drama, and you going to war
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Don't even lie to me, I seen the bullet holes in your car
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Your daddy told me, that he found a gat up under your drawer
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Know if you live by the gun, you gon die by the sword
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I know that sense a child, you not evil
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So what's this, that I'm hearing you done shot people
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Don't let society justify, we not equal
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Running round here like a demon, wondering God keep you
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Cause the route that you going down baby, if you keep this up
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The devil gon snatch your life, and come eat you up
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Fight the demons, don't let these streets sweep you up
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And cause of you getting sleep is rough, and that ain't fair
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[Chorus x2]
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[Lil' O]
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If you was still alive, I wonder what you'd say to me
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You'd probably slap my face, and tell me you ashamed of me
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How did your child become the beast, that I became to be
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But I ain't blaming you, the blame's on me
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Cause my mama always bust her ass, making sure that her kid's had
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But I always had to keep up with the latest new fad
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I had more than most kids, but I still wasn't glad
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And when I found out like dope, it's like my mind went bad
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It was the G's, the rush, my greed, my lust
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If you wouldn't get me something, I go get it like what
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A 15 year old boy, wanting money like a grown up
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Before I knew, I had the block sown up, I'm blowing up
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Having street fame, thinking this what life is about
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Bringing drama home, so daddy kicked me out of the house
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Because of you he asked me back, I told him no what to shout
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I'm having money, my own crib and I'm loving this route
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[Chorus x2]
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My loved ones, how could I be a fool [x20]
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My Loved Ones
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Lil' O |