I finally moved out my momma house
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Got a happy home
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Only thing fucked up, Daddy gone (Gone forever man)
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Listen up this is real shit (Real shit)
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It's fucked up when u got nobody to share it with (Fucked up)
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Give my last so my grandma can see me now (See me now)
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Smilin tellin everybody bout her grandbaby (her grandbaby)
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T-Lady hold on all I got is you (Mama)
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It's fucked up what I done put me and my mama through
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What's happenin Ivory I know you lookin down watchin me
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Everyday I got yo kids fresh from head to feet (All of em)
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Wish I can put u in the bentley with the brown [?]
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I wish we never would've went out to that club
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On the road to riches mane lost a flock of niggas
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[?] a whole block of niggas
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Niggas bite the hand that feed em I done seen it all
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Jus got a call... Slo dead... Not my fuckin dawg
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I never thought this pain last this many years
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I... I never thought this pain last this many years
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Still in tears
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I... I never thought this pain last this many years
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I lost my daddy in a heartbeat
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Real talk eyes turnin right in front me
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Ever since I saw that shit... it hunt me
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Pray for me cause I shake in my fuckin sleep
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Wish [? ]
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I shoulda put him under my wing and I miss him nigga
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I told [? ] way back stop ridin with ya pack
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He ain't listen
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And now my nigga right back in penitentury he don't listen
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I lost Ivory and it fucked me up
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My whole life changed
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Nigga put me up in beast mode
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My heart cold
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And as the years role
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I wish that he could have everything I got
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And a lil mo'
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Yo kids love me nigga
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My kids and yo kids call each other sistera and brothers
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You forever my lil hustler
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Just saw yo gangsta at the car lot nigga and a tear dropped nigga
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I never thought this pain last this many years
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I... I never thought this pain last this many years
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Still in tears
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I... I never thought this pain last this many years
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Seem like it was yesterday
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The mo money I get this shit hurt
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I thought that would take the stress away
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To see u smilin with yo chain countin money nigga
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When Trina pulled you on stage you was stuntin nigga
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But through it all mane you kno how we rock nigga
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From the yo to the block to the hospital
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Never again would I have another big dawg
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But ya mama and kids I got em all but I
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I never thought this pain last this many years
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I... I never thought this pain last this many years
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Still in tears
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I... I never thought this pain last this many years
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Pain
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Lil' Boosie |