Trying to pretend its perfect
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wish that I could run away and hide
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in someone else's life
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Feel like I'm 5 and helpless
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Like a child left alone
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Crying through the night
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And when you yell at me
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I get scared of you
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All I want is to be close to you
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I wish I could tell you the way I feel
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But I can't break through
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I don't wanna talk about it
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I don't say another word
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I've already said too much
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Cause you just never seem to get it
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Do you even care how much it hurts?
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To hate the one you love
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And I'm just waiting for the day
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when I, when I don't have to
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dig up through the landmines
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So afraid if I say the wrong thing
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That your gonna blow up at me
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Till I crumble to the ground
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Finally I'm getting stronger
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And if I have to walk away,
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I will, And I won't turn around
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If you saw my tears,
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would you look away?
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Hold me close?
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Would you beg to stay?
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If I fall apart,
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and let you see inside?
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Would you tell me its alright?
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I don't wanna talk about it
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I don't say another word
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I've already said too much
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Cause you just never seem to get it
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Do you even care how much it hurts?
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To hate the one you love
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And I'm just waiting for the day
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when I, I don't have to
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dig up through the landmines
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How can I be so conflicted?
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Your the light and the darkness in my heart
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You'll always have a place inside it
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How can loving you be so hard?
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Just want it to be ok
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Someday, Someday....
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I don't wanna talk about it
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I don't say another word
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I've already said too much
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Cause you just never seem to get it
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Do you even care how much it hurts?
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To hate the one you love
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And I'm just waiting for the day
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when I, can finally leave all this hurt behind
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So I don't have to dig up through the landmines
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I don't have to dig up through the landmines
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Dig up through the landmines
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Landmines
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| Jordin Sparks |
