Its your motherfuckin boy
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Yeah
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Jump Off Joe Budden here
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Clinton Sparks
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We gonna get familiar with it
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We gonna get familiar together matter fact
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Boston stand up
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Jerz stand up
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Sparks, solid its your boy
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It'ssssss...
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It'ssssss...
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THAT ON TOP MUSIC
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[Chorus: repeat 4X]
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Whatever it takes
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To find a way
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To find a way
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To find a way
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I'ma do
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Aight
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I'm dealin with some shit homie
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Its in the back of my head
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And its some shit homie
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But I just rap it instead
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See I got Wolverine claws in me
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But the whole worlds throwin stones at me
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Like they all got a bone with me
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Got a childs mother
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And I hate her to death
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But that's my childs mother
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So that's my major till death
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Its wild how I love her
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For putting little me here
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And me and here could be forever
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she gon still be there
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but there some other niggaz
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I just take care of the room
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But they some other niggaz
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Now lets get back to the song
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I got a drug problem
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That I ain't attended to
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Because I got enough problems
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And my solution is to stuff problems
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But if something goes wrong with that
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Then its back to PCP
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And so long with raps
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See I'm depressed lately
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But nobody understands that I'm depressed lately
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I'm sorta feelin represed lately
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And youll be hearin and seein me less lately
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Like has anyone noticed the regress lately
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Look deep nigga
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Don't I seem stressed lately
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Seem disturbed
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Alotta regrets lately
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Got a company
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That I'm signed to
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But they ain't in my company
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When all I need is some company
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When I start feelin like everybodies done with me
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I'm tryin to see what everybody want fwith me
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Then the mistress
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Yeah the girl from *10 minutes its her
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Now I'm needed ten minutes for her
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I can't get into it
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But I want y'all to know
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That ill get into
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But ill save that for *The Growth
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And this rap beef
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But I'm so secure with me
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Its only rap beef
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I don't need security
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Wanna get at me
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Wanna go to war with me
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That's just one phone call from me
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Check this shit
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I got a whole hood
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That don't appreciate me
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It's not the whole hood
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That depreciates me
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What you gonna tell me
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When it's the streets that made me
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And I won't let the belly of the beast degrade me
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And then theres rap critics
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They say all I make is dance music
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But to almost anything
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You can dance stupid
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They ain't like the single
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But they ain't cop the album
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Wouldn't give a chance to it
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Not a second glance to it
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They say he whines too much
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Hes too bitter
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They call it complaining
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I call it explaining
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I know normal niggaz get caught up in the game and
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Lose they mind and y'all call it entertainment
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Its some shit with me
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And dudes been knew that
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But I'm gambling a lot and I ain't used to do that
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And then rap ain't payin the bills
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Its more money more problems
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Or its no money more problems
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Its all enormous when you playin these games
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That's how it feel to have a warrant on a famous face
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Then the albums pushed back because they say he need a
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single at the moment
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When what he need is a single moment
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Then I'm involved in the he say she say
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And that's on my mind on replay each day
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Then theres the bullshit that she say that hes gay
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But she wouldn't like to think that I ain't like her
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Just because she was throwin it at me and I ain't touch her
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Shell say anything sides from I ain't wanna fuck her
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I don't feel good
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So I don't wanna go to a club
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dont wanna go to a lounge
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just wanna lounge
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in the same sweats that I had on for days
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same tee I had on for a week
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what I got on it speaks
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what I got on it reeks
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no shape up
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cause but that's just how I'm feelin
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and one day at a time
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its God willin
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im tryin to see straight
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but the fog keeps building
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pulse start racing
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the bulls startin to hate me
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but I gotta be a king
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cause its wolves tryin to play me
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hoodie when its hot like its freezing winter
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rest, starve, eat and sleep for dinner
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and its hard trying keep this in ya
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So I write it all down
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So one day maybe
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When life is all sweet ill remember
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Then its probation
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I know we all go through it
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We call it pro-bation
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But there's no pros to it
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