If I gotta go
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Can anybody tell me where
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And if I gotta go
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Does anybody even care
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Lo look look
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We gon party like its one nine nine nine
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Somethin triggers makin my mind design crime
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When at times my minds fine inclinded to find dimes
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Resigned from primetime
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I need my stars to align when signs say they benigne
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Tell whoever cares if a stray happens to hit me
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I need to take all the money I made with me
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If im heaven bound I'll put a hole in every turncoat
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If hell bound im poppin shit thru the inferno
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My jargon is im an arsonist
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Since 11 when I found out what arson is
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Look at me fully styled in that foreign whip
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I get a high from it love that johnny carson shit
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I got facsination for the aggrvation
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Shoot em or ?? I love the fabrication
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Waitin on a antedote but I lack the patience
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On the second thought got my own vaccination
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If I gotta go
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Can anybody tell me where
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And if I gotta go
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Does anybody even care
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Problem is im smarter than everybody
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But too numb to show it they too dumb to know it
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Eventually my a's turned into d's
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Eventually my o's made it's way to e
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Im tense im not at ease
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Theres niggaz with degrees
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That aint never made it hot nor turned up the degrees
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Theres niggaz with credentials accolates paperwork
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But couldnt figure out how to make they paper work
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Me I fight to stay alive everyday is work
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Especially when they say theres six million ways to murk
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I wish the world was more like me
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More likely to see thru the eyes that I see
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Or be tired like I be
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Lets hide our id's
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Theres holes in my arms
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Untied this iv
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At times wish the world would comprehend like I do
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Know it sound like I dont wanna mend but I'd like to
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If I gotta go
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Can anybody tell me where
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And if I gotta go
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Does anybody even care
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I wonder whats behind the clouds
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Flew all over the world still I couldnt find out
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Maybe im normal and everybody else isnt
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Apron on over the stove in hells kitchen
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Nails bitten failed livin
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Another derailed mission for a nigga jail smitten
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Enough to get the pound
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If I dont like the shit around me
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Maybe I should change the shit that im around
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How that sound
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If I Gotta Go
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| Joe Budden |
