Real life
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Real life fantasy
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Fantasy Real life
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Real life fantasy
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I'm a rockstar Rick James Mick Jagger
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Bright lights, big stages, bad habbits
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Get high go to prison and evade taxes
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This is not what I envisioned when I started rapping
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Fuck the mansions, the phantoms, the suites, the cabanas
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Because none of that matters when the mirror shatters
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All I see is pieces of me scattered
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Is it a miracle or is it madness?
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Because when I puts it all together it reflexs this
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And this is me
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About as close as you gonna get to insanity or genius
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My real life fantasy
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[Chorus:]
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Is this my life or am I dreaming?
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I can't lie I don't believe it
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I-... I don't believe it
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I-... is this my life
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The talk of the fantasies, the more twisted the memories
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I never thought Gotti would leave the game like d r e
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Never thought 'shanti would ever stop reppin the team
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And how the the fuck is Lloyd hooking up with the enemies?
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If this was 03 I would have told you
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You was crazy if you told me this is what it would be
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I miss Vita, Caddi, Black Child, Charlie
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I thought we were tighter then the Marleys, family
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But I guess you can't be, in an industry that breeds nothing but envy
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Jealousy, please nobody be friend me!
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In my real life fantasy
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[Chorus]
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I'm fantasizing about dreaming 'bout a nightmare
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How weird is this, it seems like somebody just lost their grip on
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(real life) Fantasy [x4]
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I'm on more than they're on, cocaine or methadone
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I'm on this money these bitches the upper echelon
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I'm on one, reality's on one
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It's a thin line, here's to Christian
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[Chorus x2]
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Real Life Fantasy
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| Ja Rule |
