If I start writing you a letter tonight
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I'll be writing for hours
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It doesn't seem like I can say anything
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Unless it's everything.
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If it could ever find its way to an envelope
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It won't find its way to you
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You're a million miles away.
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It always seemed that way when
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You weren't at arms length
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There were some things that I wanted to tell you
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And wanted to say
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But I couldn't find you
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And I couldn't find a way
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So how in the world did everything go wrong?
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I won't fall asleep tonight
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As hard as I look
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I won't find you in my arms
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I was almost sure you were supposed to be there
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I locked you inside of my chest
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Two years ago
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And I'm not letting you out.
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I just thought that you should know.
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All the things I thought were everything
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I'm scared weren't anything.
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Separation is such a relentless ache
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The thoughts of you streaming
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Each one more beautiful than the one before
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And I'm asking myself
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How could I've been better for you?
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Listening for your voice
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To break the silence that goes on forever
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I'm not sure I told you enough
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You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen
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I'm sure if I look hard enough
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I'll find you pressed against me in my arms,
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Lips on your neck, You're voice
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Promising me that you'll always love me
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PS I'll always love you and I'm scared of hurting you.
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Letters To April
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