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pulling me up by the hole of my head
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and my ears open up to the sounds of the violence
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the conflict at hand is still steadily fed
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as my head opens up to the sounds of disturbance
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it disabled my mind to another state
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of subconcious, obnoxious, paralysis drive
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i deny gratifying impulses of hate
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misdirection, perception, enabled too late
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i was stung by the stinging
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i'm bleeding from the biting
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i was stung by the stinging
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i'm bleeding from the biting anxiety
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firing neurons in my head
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will compel me to correct the source of disturbance
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determinism makes me feel dead
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i have not resolved my internal abundance
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of instinct drives motivation of fantasy
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is punished by my social state
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result of the conflict produces anxiety
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formulating pressure into hate
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neuroticism engulfs all...
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defense mechanisms call... out...
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i was stung by the stinging
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i'm bleeding from the biting anxiety
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State Of Being |