So I'm waiting for this test to end
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So these lighter days can soon begin
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I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
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Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
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I was afraid to be alone
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Now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be
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All these faces none the same
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How can there be so many personalities
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So many lifeless empty hands
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So many hearts in great demand
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And now my sorrow seems so far away
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Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain
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But I turn them off and tuck them away
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'till these rainy days that make them stay
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And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs
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And the words still ring, once here now gone
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And they echo through my head everyday
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And I dont think they'll ever go away
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Just like thinking of your childhood home
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But we cant go back we're on our own
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Oh,
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But i'm about to give this one more shot
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And find it in myself
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I'll find it in myself
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So were speeding towards that time of year
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To the day that marks you're not here
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And i think I'll want to be alone
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So please understand that I dont answer the phone
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I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
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Until I can see nothing at all
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Only particles some fast some slow
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All my eyes can see is all I know
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Ohh..
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But I'm about to give this one more shot
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And find it in myself
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I'll find it in myself
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November
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Azure Ray |