it starts to tear me down
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destroyed by what I create
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it left the nerve exposed
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feels like a lost cause
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frustration's all I have left
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it's what reduced me to this
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turned me against myself
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it's still a lost cause
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I can't keep doing this to myself
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but it's the only way to forget who I am
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your disability
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kept pushing me away
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it went beneath what's so real to me
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and threw it all away
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I underestimated
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the lengths that you would have gone
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to deny who you are
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you threw it all away
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I will keep doing this to myself
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'cause it's the only way to forget who I am
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I never wanted your help
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I never needed your help
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this failure has to be all mine all mine now
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i'll turn my back on myself
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if it's my only way out
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it can only help me if it hurts
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I won't give into, I won't give into...
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I won't become one with your lies
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I never wanted your help
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I never needed your help
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this failure has to be all mine all mine now
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i'll turn my back on myself
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if it's my only way out
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i'm too tired to feel anything anyway
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I will keep doing this to myself
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'cause it's the only way to forget who I am
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I never wanted your help
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I never needed your help
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this failure has to be all mine all mine now
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i'll turn my back on myself
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if it's my only way out
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i'm too tired to feel anything anyway
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I have become one with your lies
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Asthmatic
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Spineshank |