[Woman]
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St. Catharines Psychiatric Help Line, this is Nancy.
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[Man]
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I'm sure this is going to sound very ridiculous and uh... I don't exactly expect anyone to believe all this. Uh... for the last little while I've been kinda keeping correspondence with my sanity for a while, and uhh¡¦ I really get the feeling that I¡¯m starting to lose interest in the letter writing process. The pieces of the letters, they just get progressively shorter and shorter until it¡¯s not even a reply. I uhh... the whole thing makes me really nervous. I just wish I could show you what a huge problem this is.
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As life hangs beside me
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I gather all that I can
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You were never one for confrontation
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But now it lies all in your hands
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Your hands...
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[Man]
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I kind of have this... Really terrible habit of asking myself all these stupid questions, right? Like what if uhh¡¦ what if there's a spot on my body that I can touch to stop my heart from beating? or like what if, what if there's this uhh... stray bullet out there that¡¯s gonna come through my window and take me out? like what if uhh... what if there's this huge unstoppable comet that¡¯s just gonna like, destroy the earth and all of us? Like what... what if that¡¯s happening right now? How can I avoid all these questions if I don't have that? Like, who is gonna be here? Why... who is gonna be there... in the hospital? Who is gonna tell me that all this is bullshit... its a dream? Just a dream.This is not a joke. And uhh... i'll never sleep.
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Who will be there to tell me how stupid I am?
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Who will be there to tell me how stupid I am?
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Who will be there to tell me how stupid I am?
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Who will be there to tell me how stupid I am?
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Who will keep me from lashing out? (lashing out)
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Anxiety chokes me like razor wire (razor wire)
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Who will keep me from lashing out? (lashing out)
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Anxiety chokes me like razor wire (razor wire)
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Now it's all in your hands, in your hands [x4]
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(Anxiety chokes me like razor wire)
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Anxiety chokes me like razor wire, razor wire... [to fade]
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[click]
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Sharks And Danger
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Alexisonfire |