(feat. Strict 9)
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Hey man you alright?
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No
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I seen how your ol girl was coming down on you
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Yeah
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What happened? Your pops found out you lost that job and shit
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mmm-hmmm
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Well dona¢æ¢ât worry homey, man parent be like that sometimes, ita¢æ¢âs like they mad at you because they get old. Just dona¢æ¢ât go all crazy on me, talking about you going to kill yourself again, alright
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Yes, in my mind I want to do it but when I pursue it I cana¢æ¢ât seem to go through it
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So Ia¢æ¢âm going to write a song just so you can feel everything I feel when Ia¢æ¢âm in the mood to kill myself
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I cana¢æ¢ât control it, these thoughts of suicide, Ia¢æ¢âm always dealing with
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And I know Ia¢æ¢âm not alone when it comes to this, cause everyday ita¢æ¢âs like the whole world pissed
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So fuck your attitude and keep your bad mood cause I got one too
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And I dona¢æ¢ât give a shit who you rolling with bring your whole damn crew
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Wea¢æ¢âll call it suicide when you messin with a killa someonea¢æ¢âs bound to die
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And it wona¢æ¢ât be me cause only onea¢æ¢âs claimin my life is g-o-d
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[Chorus x2]
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You ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide, you ever thought of suicide
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Glad you didna¢æ¢ât do it, if you did you wouldna¢æ¢ât be here now
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Are you easily influenced,
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Does your parents always say that your friends are the reason that you ruint
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Do you have hate for your boss, to where you wanna catch him alone and pop one off
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Or is it mental health, where the only problem that you have is with yourself
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Can someone please explain why it feels so good to cause so much pain
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With all these thoughts we have, yep ita¢æ¢âs easy to say to just relax
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But when you that fed up, only thing in your mind is how deep to cut
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Because you hate your life and you really dona¢æ¢ât care
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And things would be better if you just werena¢æ¢ât here
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So now you ready to go end it all,
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Instead of thinking of the ones you wona¢æ¢ât see tomorrow
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[Chorus x2]
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[Strict 9]
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Ita¢æ¢âs nothing nice, got the thoughts steadily running through my head
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I close my eyes and try to picture if Ia¢æ¢âm better off dead
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It sucks to me, the one and only as I sit here by my lonely
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Separated from the world cause the world is so phony
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Hear my cries, tell me why when you do it tell them lies
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You wear a disguise I can see it in your motherfuckin eyes
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Ita¢æ¢âs suicide, last ride if you wanna get inside
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Shotgun ita¢æ¢âs your boy and Ia¢æ¢âm ready to die
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[ABK]
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Do people that commit suicide go to heaven?
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Ia¢æ¢âm sure everyone has their own theories
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But Ia¢æ¢âm a firm believer that if you take you own life
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Your soul is trapped
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[Chorus x2]
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Thoughts Of Suicide
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ABK |