It¡¯s so hard to watch you struggle (struggle), here and hard or would I have to see you stumble
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Short tempers harsh words that are humble, watching the world, watching the world around me crumble
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I won¡¯t fight back, can¡¯t give in. Won¡¯t stay here forever like this, all the world be nice and sound again
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Like a brother, like a sister, something like a family I was so lonely, but you saved me
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Insecurities race through my heart, new sensation realizing my part
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Your mien has changed like the seasons, we¡¯re fighting our own addictions
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Patience brings heart aches, anger flies, still we try
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I won¡¯t fight back, can¡¯t give in, wont stay here forever like this, refusing consciousness
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To drown in to cope with, inebriate to find when waking that nothing has been changed
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Take one more drink you can¡¯t live without it, Take one more drink
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Take one more drink you can¡¯t live without it, Take one more drink
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So hard to talk about it, how did I know that you would lie about it
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Stand there and watch you ashamed without it, losing sleep at night I would still dream about it
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I won¡¯t fight back, can¡¯t give in, wont stay here forever like this, refusing consciousness
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To drown in¡¦ to cope with, inebriate to find out that nothing has changed
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Refusing Consciousness
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Adema |