I'm like what happened to us, maybe I'm rapping too much
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I been missing your touch, sometimes I'm out and I lust
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What if love ain't enough, and all we have is this trust
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What if I'm fucking that up, so you don't trust in me much
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I'm wasting your time, to say I'm straight, I'd be lying
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It's either you or this music but I can't make up my mind
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I'd throw you a line, I'd give you a sign
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Right now I'm through with the trying, I think you ready to fly
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I settle for less so when I'm tired of stress
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I go through with the motions pretending I'm at my best
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Fall victim to flesh, I live to be fresh
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But this ain't what I expect because my life is a wreck
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I run out of breath cuz I ain't taking the steps
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Money comes and it goes 'til family's all I got left
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I'm seeing my growth, but I'm still from myself
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You'll be hollering out next because you're ready to fly
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I can't find the words so you'll just fill in the blanks
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I'm doing the norm and not what it takes
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I'll keep folding my cards and you'll keep raising the stakes
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'Til we forget about us and what we have is too late
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I know in your heart, you ain't conditioned to race
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So I steady the wheel, forever pumping the breaks
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Resort to the bottle, that's how I deal with the shakes
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Pray for these haters, that's how I deal with the hate
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Look to the sky, don't be content with the now
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You ain't concerned with the why, you just wanna know how
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I didn't give her the chance, when you just wanna be down
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And save me from myself, but I'm wanting to drown
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King is much more than the weight of a crown
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As good as it feels, that ain't the way that it sounds
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Being single is cool 'til ain't nobody around
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Then I'm chasing you down, cuz you was ready to fly
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I can't be what you want me to be
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You're shooting too high cuz you ain't aiming at me
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One minute you're calling out for the D
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Then the next minute you wanna be free
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Then the next minute you hollering out peace
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Although I know it's a war and they'll be blood in the street
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If you call don't be frustrated at me
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Just leave you're heart at the beep, cuz mine is harder to reach
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Cuz mine is harder to see
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And that don't make it harder to cheat
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Being friends would make it harder to breathe
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So if you're ready to fly, just forget about me
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But if you're willing to try then I'm willing to leap
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Out of the window of pain and fall in love at your feet
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I ain't the man you want me to be
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I guess that's what's been bothering me
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Red Eye
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