Scale the walls of hopelessness
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Lungs breath blackened tar
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Abusive instinct takes control
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No more hope left under darkened star
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Staring down a bottomless pit
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No escape, no way out
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The only way through is down
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Cannot speak, cannot move
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Inarticulate, we drown
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Failure's asexual breed
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Life of swine become disease
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Better and twisted inside
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Worship my god of fear
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Face the facts, everything dies in the end
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Always brave on the outside
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Smiling in the face of despair
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Blood courses through constricted veins
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Silent screams, gasping for air
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Burning blade enters prepared skin
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Crimson life flows from within
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Welcoming releasing blood
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Rivers deep to the desperate sea
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Flow...
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Yet choices made are not reversed
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Persistence in the face of nothingness
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Courage to endure despair
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Survive, revenge, redress
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Floods of blood wash nothing clean
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Begin within on the path to redeem
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Locking back at a beleaguered past
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Something inside changed
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So much time ahead
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So much that can be done
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Speaking words in unknown tongues
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Presaging armageddon's son
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Pressure building up inside
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Something has no give
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Vanquish all fear, nowhere to hide
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Become the master, choose to live
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I choose to damn well live!
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Never more to be trodden down
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Before noone to kneel
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Heart, once frozen, trapped in ice
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Now boiling molten steel!
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Highest self to vindicate
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All cause of doubt to eradicate
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Seize control, force mental state
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Seconds counting down to detonate
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Return to those who would oppress
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The way of advance lies through regress
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Old enemies made to feel violent caress
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Pay it all back with interest
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At last, it seems, a return to peace
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Destructive urges finally cease
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There's still anger, but now it's part of me
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I'll never die so easily!
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Suicide Rebellion
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Benediction |