I'm not alive. I'm not dead.
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I can't be alive not without you.
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I'm remembering everything and it hurts.
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All I wanted to do was to heal your wounds.
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I wanted you to see the beauty I see in you.
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But you were never willing to comprehend.
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You were never alone in this. I'm always willing to be.
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You were never alone in this. I was willing to be by your side.
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You always said, for the fight you'd be standing on the front lines.
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Where your heart is you'll find your treasure.
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Now it seems, I don't know, where your heart was at the whole time?
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You never had to be alone through this and you know it.
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I was always standing by your side.
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Let me in your arms. Let me be your first. Let me share your pain.
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Can you just let me in?
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I always wondered 'bout that look in your eyes,
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so cold with no emotion
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(It started from the moment when I entered your room)
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and your hands at your side.
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You can't hide from me ya know that I've been reading your mind,
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(Saw the roses which yet haven't bloomed)
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And its been telling me a story of an unhappy life.
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So full of pain & so full of regret,
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(I saw the gleam from the razor upon your wrist)
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you left a message on my pillow that said "Never forget me"
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I know you're so afraid of opening up,
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but I'm begging on my knees, can you just let me in?
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(You told me it was the definition of our love)
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It will never be over.
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In Loving Memory
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Beneath The Sky |