it's so hard for me to tell you how i feel.
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and i can never say exactly what i mean.
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you are my nineveh and i've been jonah from the start.
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and i can't let you make the same mistakes i've made.
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if for a moment i could overcome my fear
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i wouldn't have to hide behind this fiction wall.
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sometimes i wonder how i call myself your friend.
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a failure to myself.
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a failure to him.
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what if i told you.
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would you reach for him after all.
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would you fall down to your knees.
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would you walk away from it all.
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would you fall down at his feet.
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and i watch you live in months between the sun.
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i can't help but feel that i wanted more than this.
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and still i smile inside and know it's not the end.
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because the light of hope is brighter than this wall of silence
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Nineveh
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Brandtson |