I felt inable,
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I was lying on my side
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in the same clothes from the very last night.
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I wanna pray that I'm doing everything right.
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I saw my mom die for the very first time.
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She was an angel, God took her from the sky.
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And there's a million other people that I found
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who cared more than I ever will.
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I held that note out,
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I grabbed my bag and I left through the door.
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I let my hair grow.
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Put these words on my skin, I cannot relate.
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Would you believe in my songs
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if I gave them all to you?
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I can find the strength in my voice
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to call you back and say that everything is bad without you
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and I'm lost again, oh god believe I'm lost again.
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I stayed in bed and we took so much that I couldn't even sleep.
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I waited so long,
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though that wasn't even that bad.
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I never had to be a part of the world
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and I've been making that a goal for reasons that I cannot explain.
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Well I'm an optimist but only in a perfect world.
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I think I'm too stained from all the negativity
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from all the people in my way.
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Would you believe in my songs
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if I gave them all to you?
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I can find the strength in my voice
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to call you back and say that everything is bad without you
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and I'm lost again, oh god believe I'm lost again.
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I took a trip down south and felt the sun on my face,
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and it made things okay for a second.
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I drew a picture of my problems when I was going insane.
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And I focused on the currents.
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It's the funny thing about it,
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I never seem to worry that every single current's not the same.
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It's all about position, and where I choose to lay.
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And god I am going away.
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Weathered
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The Dangerous Summer |