There's something new in my way
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I thought about him all that day
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Sitting at home, dying alone
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Then again, who am I to say?
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We both know I've been down that same road
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I know it gets lonely when that phone rings
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It's the last thing you wanna hear
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I should know better by now
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But after all, I'm so tired of explaining
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All the things I should have said
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I secretly always knew
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But that news came way too soon
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I was sitting at home and wondering why
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I couldn't even look you in the eye
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I heard all those things that your father told you
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You know it's not right, but taking your own life
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Might be the only thing that you see through
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I should know better by now
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But after all, I'm so tired of explaining
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All the things I should have said
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It's alright to complain
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It's alright to feel pain
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I thought I had the answers to all of my problems
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With one thing but it's always the same
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I go in one door and right out the other
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I'm left with me and James and a million little pieces
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It's not that I want them all
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To be sorry when I'm gone
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I'm just tired of waking up
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I'm gonna try the pills tonight
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I'm gonna try and do it my way
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And watch it all fall apart
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I should know better by now
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But after all, I'm so tired of explaining
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All the things I should have said
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Something New
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Dead To Me |