My misery has enjoyed company
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And although I have ached
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I don't threaten anybody
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Sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you
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Sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to
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I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted
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I've tried roadblocks and all
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My happy endings prevented
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Sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true
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I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do
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Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
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Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)
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I could be golden
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I could be glowing
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I could be freedom
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But that could be boring
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Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true
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I sabotage myself for fear of losing you
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Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
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Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)
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This talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down
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Under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone
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I could be full
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I could be thriving
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I could be shining
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Sounds isolating
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Sometimes I feel this is too good to be true
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I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do
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Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
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Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)
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Fear Of Bliss
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Alanis Morissette |