was too young to understand but i never felt so invaded
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dreadful dreams remind me my horrors never faded
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within your power defenseless, i watch my life being destroyed
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in your hands i'm just a child, with no future to fill the void
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abused for selfish pleasure twisted shambles of my mind
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too ashamed to counter attack, killing you would be too kind
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try and keep you in my past, but my memory remains intact
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i've been scarred for eternity because of your heinous act
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child now lost, but the child now cries
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now an adult, but the child now tries
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to deal with the pain without paying the cost
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never-ending search for the child now lost
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kept your secret to this day, hiding all these years
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holding on now i must pay as i count my fucking tears
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suffering for all your sins but time never helps to heal
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am i the only one who cares
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or have you found other souls to steal
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child now lost but the child still cries
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now an adult, but the child now tries
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to deal with the pain without paying the cost
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never-ending search for the child now lost
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terror knows no boundaries and conscience knows no shame
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i won't forget your face, but i can't recall your name
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no time for foolish sympathy, it is all to late
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wrecked my life with sick desires, damn this world of hate
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child now lost but the child still cries
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now an adult, but the child now tries
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to deal with the pain without paying the cost
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never-ending search for the child now lost
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Child Now Lost
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Enertia |