Dappy turn my mike up
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Today is the day that I'm gonna tell
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Just a little 'bout myself
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All of these haters they don't understand me
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They can't touch the pain I felt
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I wish I could show them all of my secrets
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And they might see through me
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But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness
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I can let 'em tear through me
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Mummy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them
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Won't stop they just add to her pain
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Daddy it's okay, I still love you
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Because you show me love in every way
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Mummy I'm sorry for not always caring
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I got so lost when you weren't around
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Since I was a young girl I kept us related
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I don't trust so I won't get let down
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So who could be behind my smile
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I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand
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T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything
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We'll advise you in every way
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One more thing, for those who don't know we is family
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We've known each other since we were babies
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So I guess it's just another one of them days
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I got bills to pay, studez to rent
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Girl problems plus an album due within nine days
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Stress to the brain, mumsie's going through so much pain
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Every time I get paid money to Elaine
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One more and you'll open you eyes to a blacked out range
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Gunshots, knife attacks
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Seems like I'm living in a life of attacks
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Government bills, dogdgy deals
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Leads to another life, crime on wheels
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I'm so broke that it's no joke
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Surrounded by addicts who be on coke
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If I really wanted to I make money off them
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Block in the morning on the move by ten
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I write them hits in my head
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Don't need no time for paper and pen
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I sell my demos in boxes of ten
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Won't stop me unless you're a dirty bill
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It's like yesterday
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Fifteen hooded up thirteen years olds in Westie
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Were the bester days can you relate
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Young black boys from council estates
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Rolling around the ends twenty man strong
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Pour some Hennessey for every man gone
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I know I ain't sent no letters but still
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Free hash, free deal, I'm not for much longer
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Ever since I was a young and I found it hard to find my way
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Thats why I don't trust, so I won't get let down
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So who could be behind my smile
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I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand
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T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything
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We'll advise you in every way
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One more thing, for those who don't know we is family
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We've known each other since we were babies
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Oh, I went from not wanting to live life no more
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To appreciating every breath I take
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If it wasn't for the music I probably won't be here
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That's why I pray to God every day
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Dreaming of days when I could just fly away
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I'm trying to stay strong but after today I'm feeling down
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So who could be behind my smile
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I'm crying out, I'm left without a hand
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Secrets
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