It's like I'm tired of life
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Lord I'm wrong I can't get right
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Lord it's Dark and I can't get light
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Why it can't be light it's so heavy why my sin won't let me see the end
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Come get me
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Please get me
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My thoughts my mind
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My ways all evil
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I'm sposed to be your people I'm sposed to see your sequal
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I said I'll never leave you
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But I'm so left I ain't right Lord I'm sleeping with death
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I am cheating with death
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Am I deaf cause It's like I can't hear
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I question my salvation cause it's like I don't fear you
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I'm on a selfish island I am no where near you
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God I really need you even tho I don't appear to
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I'm drinking out a broken cistern that could never hold water and I'm soon to get burned
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Tho I try I never satisfy or quench this yearn
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I hear you calling but it's like a fight for me to just turn
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I deserve to burn
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Felling like a skitzophrenic
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Maye I'm not saved cause I have to get high just to block out all the pain
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Seen death, seen hurt seen a whole lotta thangs
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But instead of running from it I'm running away from change
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It's like I'm outside in the ice cold weather
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The rains coming down and I keep getting wetter
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I know I'm getting sick and I could die any second
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But still I refuse to let your truth make me better
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I'd rather eat flies and maggots instead of bread
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And it's killing me slow but I can't get it through my head
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You were stabbed you were murdered
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And for me is why you bled
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But I spit on your bloody face as If I never cared
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Lord how dare I compare my pain
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Your father turned his back
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And you were left to hang
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I don't know why you did it that I can't explain
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How can you love this sinner whose desecrated your name
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I deserve the flames
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I know I am a liar
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I know that I am dirt
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I know that I am nothing but you can give me worth
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I don't know if I know you
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But still I know I should
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I know the days are evil and only you are Good
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I've to the conclusion that I would like to change cause all the worlds money and fame cannot sustain
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I know that I should turn but that's the hardest thang
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Cause do I really feel that have Jesus is a gain
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The world is so tempting
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Satan is a beast
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He hypnotizes my eye to say the least
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But jesus be my treasure to know you is live
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And I am here dying trying everything there is
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All I need in life is you
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Help me turn away from sin
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Give me grace to turn away and the fear not to give in
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I know that I'm not perfect but if I could rest in Him
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I know I don't deserve it but I'll take your hand
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Help me Lord before there's no time left
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I ain't living I'm just breathing to death [echo]
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Your ways are perfect and they lead me to rest
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Mine are evil and they lead me to death
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Breathin' To Death
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Lecrae |