I feel a softening of my will to the deeper pleasures
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the darker corners draw my gaze from the simple glitter
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I've started liking the feel of crawling through the stinking
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wet walls of piss and litter the cold and hard and rough
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I feel brutality has somehow been under-rated
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that grating sound that made me cringe at once now makes me grin
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I am the island of the future in a closet space
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I've felt my face against the floor now I can't get enough
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Once I had faith and discipline, now I've got mockery.
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I like to posses all the facts, that's what is wrong with me.
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I don't believe them anymore my cynical side is my whole.
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I want unlimited my freedom, affluence control.
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Once I could cage my urges, once I could stop myself.
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Once I had safety and I do believe I had my health.
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Now I've got pockets full of blood, guts, and come and speed.
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Now I've got masses at my feet to come and watch me bleed.
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Once stood a fallen nation, destroyed by western fire,
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rebuilt to take control of all the world from in the wire.
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What if the never-ever comes to claim it's place in all this dirt.
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what if the dawning of the zero years consumes this world of hurt?
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will we be exorcised at last, our past a sewer to be cleaned
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collective consciousness absolved, and all our demons cast inert?
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What if we're sleeping in the wet spot of a culture that's a whore
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to it's traditions and control, it's horrors sealed with closet doors.
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The skeletons a warning here, might learn to bite you and invert,
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the tightest grip you've ever held, and make you suck this world of hurt.
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Now with the power of a billion stacked in concrete walls.
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Possessing all the wealth of nations at it's beck and call.
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I am that land of restraint begging it self not to act,
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upon each dark repression, fighting hard each urge to overact.
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I am a million years of sex repressed and set to blow
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the head off all the world to go where I know there's no coming back.
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The skeletons a warning here, might learn to bite you and invert,
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and make you suck this take and fuck you as you chew this world of hurt.
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World of Hurt
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Luxt |