I've got a new disease in me,
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I've got a friend that's losing sleep,
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I take it hard, it's hard to take, I'm wide awake. Im wide awake.
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One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell,
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I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself and now
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That's just how I tell I'm wide awake.
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I'll wreck this if I have to tell me what good would
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That do I'll wreck this if I have to
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You get separated, somebody's gone,
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And I don't know how this is wrong,
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I'm so frustrated, falling behind,
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You were a friend of mine.
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I'd be so good to you,
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Because they don't know you like I do.
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There's a difference from me to them,
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And the road home is paved in star fuckers requiem,
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I can never go, go back home again,
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Acadia is gone
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All my indecision, all of my excess,
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Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best,
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I just need a minute, I just need a breath,
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It gets very hard to drink to my continued success
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I will, slow down, it's better in the worst way,
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It's getting better in the worst way
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So here's another day, I'll spend away from you,
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Another night I'm on another broken avenue,
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Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
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I like to push and push it until my luck is over I wonder
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What you're doing, I wonder if you doubt it.
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I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it.
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All the work to impress, charming girls out
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Of their dresses and smiling pretty and pretty
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I'm right beside you, what you want what you need,
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I'll make this perfect again.
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If I burn out and slip away, you're beautiful, you are
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I've been here so very long and I could slip into you,
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It's so easy to come back into you,
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I'll hide it, could I hide in you awhile.
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I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets.
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I never took you for a trick but sometimes
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I don't know what you want, I could take it
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If you need to take this out on someone.
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If this is just a part I portray,
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I don't know how it got this way
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Masterpiece Theatre III
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| Marianas Trench |
