Well I'm mourning now, I'm hating, meet my anger, sorrow
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I'm searching for what I need I'm using, acting
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My weird mind controls me
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Entertains me and depresses me
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Fear some scare some
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It will kill some, will it kill me?
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I'm searching for my inner understanding, selfishness makes me
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Satisfied, stronger, I'm detestable, cumbersome
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Violent thoughts are cleansing
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Smelling it will touch your greed
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Loneliness is happiness
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Best friend, my self
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Reach inside, empty soul, tear apart, molest myself
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Feeling strong, powerful, Sovereign, free of choice
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Reaching for my throat, strangles with itself
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Tearing me apart, finally I'm one
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Silence, emptiness
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Happiness, restlessness
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Feeling free, left alone
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Hating me, hating none
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Smell of fear, comes to me
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Getting aroused, starts to need
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Starts to hate, starts to live
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Will end it, death will give
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Hate, underestimated, Anger makes you focused
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Begging, weak, revenge will feed your needs
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Never think of others, never compromise
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Set your self at first, Self seeking, on your own
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Tearing me apart, finally I'm one
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Found myself, finally I'm one
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Mental Disturbance
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