I wasn't able to deal with the pain and the loss
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And the darkness would surround me
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What could've been? What should've been?
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Pain
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And with the state of affairs and the way that I was
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I took a pistol from the closet
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I loaded a round, I opened my mouth
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Closed my eyes, said goodbye
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Then 'click'
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I would find
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Another way
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Now I was able to tell it was stupid as hell
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And the guilt was overwhelming
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Oh how could I do something to you
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Like that which had been done to me
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I'm guessing either I'm dead or I'm lucky instead
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And the shame of this will haunt me
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Then strange voices started making noises
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Out of something boring
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Then I made my choice to
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Find
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Another way
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Yes, I would
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Find
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Another way, yeah
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Cuz I can barely eat
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And I can barely sleep
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And I can barely think of anything but?
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"Well, "Well"
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Yeah, I can barely eat
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And I can barely sleep
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And I can barely think of anything but?
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"Well, Well, Well"
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Because the weight of the world was amusing to some
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We would sign a record contract
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And then you, her to me,
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Said you got worse to me
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And brought supplies when I was sick
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Now I'm dirty, in doubt and I'm empty as hell
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I knew better from the onset
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Of a party in a limousine
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With faces from a magazine
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A stripper sitting next to me
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Just begging me to let her go and
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Find
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Another way
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Would you find
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Another way, yeah
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Cuz I can never eat
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And I can never sleep
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And I can never think of anything but?
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"Well, Well"
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Yeah, I can never eat
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And I can barely breathe
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And I can barely speak of anything but?
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"Well, Well, Well"
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Because no one
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Ever
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Really
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Could love me
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No one
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Ever should
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Yeah, no one
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Ever
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Really
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Should love me
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No one
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Ever would
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No one
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Ever
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Really
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Could love me
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No one
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Ever would
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Yeah, no one
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Ever
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Really
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Should love me
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No one
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Ever would
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Well
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Hurt |