[Verse 1]
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I've spent about ten years tryna work on my craft
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Tryna save this hip-hop shit and disperse of the trash
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But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses I've trashed
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Were meant to benefit my future, I'm uncertain it has
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I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash
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Cuz as soon as I became a brand my own purpose was smashed
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I'm feelin' nervous in fact, I got no urges to rap
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I don't think my fucking life can get more worthless than that
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I see these niggas blowing up, who never do got the proper game
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Niggas who fucking suck, Gucci and Wacka Flocka Flame
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Niggas who makin' bucks, someone tell me I'm not insane
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Cuz I feel the urge to run up on a bitch ass nigga and rob his chain
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Dang! I thought I had it figured out
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See I panic and I pout, yo I've had it man, I'm out
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God damn it, this shit's a clout
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I'm the baddest thing no doubt
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But my madness is about to turn me manic 'til I shout
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[Hook]
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How come the world is always quit to turn a back on me
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Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep
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I'll be in your dream
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Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man
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I'll be in your dream
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Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man
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I'll be in your dream
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[Verse 2]
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You all assume I'm evil, but actually I'm so nice
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I've always been the lover boy like practically my whole life
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Unhappy here with no wife, don't ask me I don't know why
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I'm livin' life without no type of strategy to go by
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I knew a bitch who I would go pick up when the day starts
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A bitch who'd even like to watch me skate at the skate park
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A bitch who I was making out with up in the graveyard
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The same bitch who went and left my ass with a slayed heart
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She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin' clubs and poppin' bottles
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Hanging with thugs and sucking a lots of cock yo
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The biggest slut from Loveland Colorado
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Fuck a ho that's Hopsin's motto my heart is vacant, you knock it's hollow
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She met another guy who left a baby stuck inside
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Her vagina then he just split and messed up her fuckin' life
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Now she hits me up and I say, "Go suck a nut, goodbye"
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All you sluts can die for wasting all my sacred love supply
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[Hook]
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[Verse 3]
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To live a decent life what all is it take
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I tried and try to be the best but nothing falls in the place
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And I'm a man but my struggle is gonna cause me to break
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And just involve me to hate I'm in a nauseous state
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And shit it probably is fake but who's in control of it me or god
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Is he the cause of why am I here the reason's odd
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I'm broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads
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But y'all don't see the flaws I code it up to keep it raw
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And mc's who's got the most talent in this whole planet
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Don't ever get recognized when they dope at it
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So they go back to the block hustlin' and dope addicts
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Some niggas got the effect and some niggas don't have it
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Yo I'm at my last tears cuz everytime I think I'm not the matrix
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I get sucked right back in
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But man I'm hopin' things will change and the soul in me remains
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Cuz the talent that I've got is way too cold to be contained
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[Bridge]
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No, no
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What did I do to deserve this?
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No, no
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I don't even have a purpose
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No, no
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What did I do to deserve this?
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No, no
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I don't even have a purpose
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[Hook]
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Pillow Man
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Hopsin |