I wish you could see me crying like a baby
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Grieving not believing he's on a machine keeping him breathing
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He aint leaving hell naw he's staying right here
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Hoping Im dreaming caught up in a nightmare
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Emergency technicians cut him out his clothes
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So they could see tha bullet holes put tubes up his nose
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I suppose I'm suppose to be strong but damn that
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My boy was supposed ta live longer
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I'm remminesn bout drinking brews and smoking blunts
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Prayed for the first time in months
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God I know you cannot allow this madness to go on for so long
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But I think you proved you point were going to live right for now on
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His momma helped to tell me his fight was incredible
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But it's inevitable if he makes it he'd be a vegetable
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Raised nurtured him too much love
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Too sit and watch him hurt so him pulling tha plug
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I walked in seen him laying there
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Looked like he was sleeping lights was blinking machines wasn't beeping
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It was just me my homie had flat lined
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so I hugged him told him I loved him For tha last time
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[Chorus]
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I wish you could see me
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I wish you could see me
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Wish you could see me
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I wish you could see me
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Cruel intentions complicating doom
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Pulling for my partner in tha operating room
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Sewed him up put him in I.C.U.
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The doctor told his family thieve done all they can do
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We had high hopes just knowing he'd pull through
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But he got this look on his face like he just knew
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He might not be able to come back
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I said squeeze my hand if you feel me he didn't react
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So that's one more homie that we lost to the late night
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[Rain Starting]
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Kill tha head light pull up at tha grave sight
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We were there twenty minutes seemed like forever it lasted
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His brother broke down his moms collapsed on tha casket
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See tha caretaker throw the first shovel of dirt
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I cant begin to describe how much that hurt
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I can begin to describe I aint going pretend
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I can't begin to describe that
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[Chorus]
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In this game I don't lost some money but I can make my N's back
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I done lost some homies but ill never get my friends back
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Thick and thin we thought it wouldn't end
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But we were wrong son life does not go on
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Alone he died, He's strong I tried
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But even grown men cry sometime no sunshine
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Just gray skies tear filled eyes sad goodbyes
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Visualize my homies ride, [?] before he died he said
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Be patient it'll happen god aint calling you to balling
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Stak you is meant for rapping be in shape
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For your life to end you wound up in the Penn
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For a mistake missed your big break
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So now Im trying not to die myself
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Choose my goals go for the gold and apply myself
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I felt pain for henrys; I stained middle ones hurt worst
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I see us putting you in the hearse
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The redwood casket all gold trim
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Three piece pin strip gators and brim
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I can here him saying straighten up, you got music to tend to
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Tell the country how we made good all that bad we been through
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[Chorus]
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Ohhhhh
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I wish you I just wish you
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Could just see me man I just miss you
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And I just wish you could be with me cause
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I miss you and words can't describe the pain
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That I have felt since you have been gone
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Since you've been gone long, long, long, gone
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Ohhh I wish you could see me
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Wish You Could See Me
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Haystak |