[Verse 1 Tsu-Surf]
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[Verse 1 Tsu-Surf]
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What if I told you grandma raised me, she was blind and all
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I was trappin, lil rappin, schools, nine and all
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Been to hell and back, couple ditches, all kinda falls
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Fiendin for them pills, I tried to trip a lot of Tylenols
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Who's to question bout my hustle and the way I'm eatin?
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Got a family, no job, I wake up late for meetings
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Early mornin, my momma's dishes got the razor treatment
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Gotta feed the team, god I can't afford to pay the deacons
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Man I believe in a lot of things
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But I really heard them choppers scream
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Daddy a man, he in a vest, I went and copped the thing
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Sinin since a gremlin, this a shit to make the doctor scream
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Speakin of my daddy, that's another story
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I really like to call that my mother's story
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I was rippin and crippin, chillin it wasn't for me
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And I'll be lyin if I say he ain't do nothing for me
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Apologize if I'm talkin bout me
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But my fans they wanted hear me talkin bout street
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I could finish it by 8, I'd hit that block bout 9
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Purp and cubicals at work, we leave that office by 3
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Shit, shit I got a whole beat to go
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Long story short we tryina see the dough
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Ain't mentioned my daughter yet, you should meet her Joe
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Just cuz you'd get a shot don't mean you'd make this shit, it's free to throw
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Kinda smart, won't say I wouldn't have been nothing
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But it's something bout the streets that make a nigga keep jumpin when they call
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Just cuz I leave won't mean I make it back
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My daughter 3, I mean she's smart but try explaining that
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[Hook]
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I see in my way
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I'm getting all changed
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I mean is sinning really sinning when the end justify the means?
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And you would know why
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Am I wrong for winning for me and my team?
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If you look through my eyes
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I see in my way
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Casa ain't really done shit
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I'm getting all changed
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They just wearing the uniforms and shit
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And you would know why
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Couple niggas dyin very day
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If you look through my eyes
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I mean what else could you say?
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[Verse 2]
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I mean so many things about this industry is missleadin
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Filled with so many feminine ways you would think it's a Miss Leaton
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From all of my time in the streets I never got this for no reason
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No I'mma explore that half now, back then I wanted them pigs bleedin
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I'm who the kids see but I ain't a role model
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For found the Genie, he was hiding in a coke bottle
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And since you talk about your dad you ain't discover
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When you sign you're probly fine and most these rappers is your brothers
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You raised these niggas
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How you learn in school days these niggas
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I can't let a few raise these niggas
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It's one and the same, still got every cal I bought
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Child support, the running in labels
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Begging em for an air support, the shit just as bad as I thought
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I'm stepping out with weapons out
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Loved ones in heaven now
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Persevered through death champ
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You lead your through Kevin
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Loud's got black ball, bounce back ya'll
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Now me in worse for your 7 maw
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Hunger of a draft pick even though I'm a legend now
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And so I'm blind like Stevie
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The joy my son get when he see me on TV, but ya'll think he's easy
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Ya'll could barely walk in public if you was in my position
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Serve home and away games play the same just on different sets
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Nobody loyal, I'm alone, I don't have a clique
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Top it off, rap money come slower than Viagra dick
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Feel like all my prayers hit my loved ones with an apteryx
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Cuz rappers shit, had me out to count you when my gramps was sick
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The block would ever let you know the half of it
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Why the flock niggas think I be on my passive shit?
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So I can't decide who's the braver man
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Cuz you a slave to them streets and I'm a slave to these fans
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[Hook]
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I see in my way
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Ya know what I mean?
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I'm getting all changed
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You niggas be wanting to switch places or trade places like shit is all good and all that
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And you would know why
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If you look through my eyes
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All niggas see is the cars and the hoes
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I see in my way
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See em in the strip club, little bit of Julio what they gave they gravy though
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I'm getting all changed
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And you would know why
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I must've punched one of these sucka niggas in the fa |