My life's scars run so deep, deep as in before birth
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Some things just won't ever change, feed myself some more pain
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Bad memories of childhood corrupting innocence
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Not teaching me, misleading me, leaving me on my own
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Why questioning? No answering, this shit's just so fucked up
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Ignoring my own personal self characteristics
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Why no one was there to look after me, torn in between myself
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Lost everything taken away from me, words they can't hear
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Deaf to hear
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Born out of somebody's audacity, not given a fair chance
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Lies spoken in words that I do not know, pain teaching me
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Suffering
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I can't ignore my feelings, my own hostility
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Wearing my hate on my face, look into my eyes
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How in the world could you take care of me? You could not care for you
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I'm left with these horrible memories, time easing me, freeing me
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Rise out of my conscious supression and ask what the fuck?
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What for?
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Truth wakes in me from my experience, laugh wondering
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What it means
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Do not create so blindly, better your offerings
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Lives are at stake, don't deny us the future
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Powers beyond in our hands, ask yourself what it means
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Never forget to look deep, finding thyself
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Laws I was rebornwith, God-like in character
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Choice to create, I will not make that choice
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Severing of my blood, extinction of my flesh
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By my own hand, I can't deceive myself
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Childhood wars, I suffered through them, my institution
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Some pain will last, like time unchanged
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Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion
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Stress overwhelms my peace of mind
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I was born from demons, from souls so far from peace
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Ask where they came from, woke with them, spoke with them
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They too came from demons, where can we all find peace?
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Life should mean so much more, peace will come when we sleep
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To live is to suffer tragically
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My life is complete hell, infliction
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I know I am not alone, suffering
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We all have our own shit, infliction
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Grasping of all meaning inside myself, what we must all endure
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Constant awakening of what my spirit brings
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Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance
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Living in infliction, multiplied misery
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Just part of birth, this is the consequence
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What do I ask myself? This shit's just got to change
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Some pain will last, living in infliction
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