Midmost in the firestream
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I live in an anxious way
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Trying to give birth to
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The child of my redemption
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But too calm I am
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Too unreal I feel
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Constant alienation
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Is the result of my abstinence
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Once I was the cyclone - Once I was this god
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Once I was the one - Screwing you around
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Consuming your immunity - The truth in your lies
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The sadness in your ecstasy
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The love in your mouth
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Once I was true - Once I was pure
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Once I was you - Now just a duplicate of myself
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Lives in your world
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Hiding myself
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Behind these words
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Your blood still flows in me
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Your love still lives in me
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Your hand still covers me
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Your pride I wanna be
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Why does it matter now
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It will end someday, somehow
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This silence I can not bear
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This dwelling I can not bear
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This warfare of hellish rage
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Walls of a remaining cage
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Pieces of dust and respect
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Hounting through my head
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What is wrong with you
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Are you sightless too
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Tell me what to do
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When I look at you
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Give me your moon
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To shine in my room
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I have been dead for so long
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That any sensation has gone
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I know if I could
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That I certainly would
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Know what turns eternally
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Into infernally
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I am my end
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I am the rock I will crack on
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I am eternal without comeback
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I am forever, No come back
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And like a brave old soldier
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I stand up and accept that
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Someone capitulates for me
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I accept your judgement over my difference
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My childish eyes have turned into
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Black holes a long time ago
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My thoughts have turned into infliction
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Many years before
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But I know that time and
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Knowledge belong together
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Celebrating the prisoner
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Now a cold fire burns
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On a black moon
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I accept your rules
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I salute my end
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I endure my punishment
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Look down on me
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Play your game with me
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I am eternity
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Your pride I can never be
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The Eternal
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Pagan Lorn |