I made some mistakes in my life that I’m not proud of see
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And I hope that doesn’t mean now I’m trying it will be harder for me
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I been hurt and its not an excuse but it’s a reason
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It’s like some things happen in life for a lifetime or a season
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And I’m just now learning how this world really works
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There’s a law that says you get back what you put forth
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All this running around doing nothing aint good for me man
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Its stupidity so this mirrors up and it’s looking at me
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I’m sorry mum for all the times that I made you cry
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And its been said before in songs but you are my life
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So if you really wanna move away and not work so hard
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How can I tell you know this is my blessings mum
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And you don’t have to worry about me I’m doing music now
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It’s the truth it’s from my heart I hope it makes you proud
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I haven’t made you proud in such a long long time
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That’s why I’m gonna stand by gran as long as I’m alive
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Nobody’s gonna hurt her even though there trying
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And nobody’s gonna hurt you ever as long as this sun shines
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And hell would have to freeze over before I take that back
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This is my speech therapy, this isn’t rap
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I’m not there yet I’m still trying to fix my faults
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Trying to pick sense from nonsense that’s what I was taught
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So many roads I’ve walked I’ve learnt so much so many thoughts
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Bout who I really wanna be I guess it’s now I’m sure
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I just wanna be love it takes a lot to say that
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Cause I don’t wanna be judged please don’t judge me wrong
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Even though I judge my father through a whole song
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He’s just a man I need to be mature and understand
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Frenchie stay on this earth longer please
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I can’t believe your dying I can keep from crying
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You mean a lot to me I owe you this whole album
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I owe so many this album I owe the world man
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I use to think the world owed me that’s why I gained nothing
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Use to feel sorry for myself man I tell you something
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The day I changed my life is the day I learned pain is love
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What I went through is my strength and that’s what keeps me up
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So I’ll keep this fire burning lighting up my life
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And to everyone who believes in me I’ll do you right
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Starting here today with these words on this paper back
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I understand this is my speech therapy this aint rap
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Speech Therapy
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| Speech Debelle |
