When we first met the well was dry
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A long dark winter passed us by
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With shooting stars and hopeful hearts our worlds collide
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And so we rushed to fill each other in
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Quick to feed our hungry hopes
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A feast of our affections we were born anew
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With open eyes we tried to make it work
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And for a while the magic took
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But cracks began to show as soon as things got hard
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Like paper walls our feelings tore
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We threw our backs against the door
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Unwilling to bear witness to the other side
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Oh, the games we play to hide the tangled dread inside
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The fear that we are going nowhere fast
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We point the finger out, the anger gets so loud
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It drowns out all the sorrow, at least until tomorrow...what then?
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I took a good hard look at how I loved
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Years I squandered falling fast
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For any boy who'd have me was so insecure
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I'd lie awake alone at night
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Full of loathing, compromised
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And wondering how the hell did I end up like this
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Oh, the tears of rage I cried, when nowhere could I find
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An answer that made any kind of sense to me
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I point the finger out, the anger gets so loud
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It drowns out all the sorrow, at least until tomorrow...
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Oh I wanna learn, I wanna know
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Will our history crush us or can we let it go?
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I'm not the girl I was but what have I become?
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I'm not so willing anymore to bend
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Still pleasing and conceding
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But I'm not gonna lose myself again
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Awakenings
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Sarah McLachlan |