I just want to feel alive.
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And love myself from the in and the outside.
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'Cause every time that I start to feel whole,
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I knock myself on the ground because it's all that I've known
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Just like the streets burn a hole through your shoe.
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My soul has been worn out too,
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I'm 25 and I still don't fit in
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Directionless, like a blind man painting
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Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
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The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
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What's the point of falling in love?
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If I don't love myself.
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What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
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So I thought that it only feels right
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To make the decisions that endanger my life.
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Late late at night under black and blue moons.
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I question in the reasons that I self-abuse.
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I'm so pathetic.
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It makes me sick.
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I'm a fingerless pianist.
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I see reflections.
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I clench my fists.
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I'm a violin without the strings.
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Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
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The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
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What's the point of falling in love?
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If I don't love myself.
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What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
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There is no love.
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There's only this:
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Just lust and lies, and selfishness.
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A black hole where the sun once was.
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I'm never falling back in love.
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'Cause it has never been enough.
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Ever since I've been a young boy I was alone
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Now that I've become a man, the feeling's grown.
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Through the therapy and through the pills, I can't let go.
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But what about the fuckin fact:
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I'm still alone.
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What do you do when you got nothing left?
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Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
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I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
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Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
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What do you do when you got nothing left?
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Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
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I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
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Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
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Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
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The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
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What's the point of falling in love?
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If I don't love myself.
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What's the point of being alive if all I want is out
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Lifeboats
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Senses Fail |