[Verse 1: Rittz]
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I wish that I could Write
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I wish I didn't drink
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Have to do drugs just to concentrate and think
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I wish that I could sleep, never got a wink
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Gotta work a double n' when I finish I'mma stink
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And my feet keep throbbin
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I wish that I could rest
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Wish I woulda finished school I never shoulda quit
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Wish I didn't blame it on my parents
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Just the Appearance of my father is traumatizing wish you never woulda left
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That excuse is getting old
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So Is doing drugs
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Reefer got me paranoid, so is doing bumps
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But I still got a dollar bill to my noise snorting clear of a mirror
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Man I wish I had a Gun
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But once again I bluff cause I really wanna live
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I just wanna hug and care for my girl cause she left
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And my bed feels empty when I'm in it
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And I'm in it cause I don't wanna wonder where she is
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More than a couple of my friends done drifted
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Far from each other homie I just wish that
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We could travel back in time and just re-live it;
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For a minute when it would become so distant
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Its been sunny outside and I'm high and wishin it'd rain
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When I'm visitn memory lane and I'm wishin this Whiskey will whisk me away in the daylight
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[Hook]
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Wishin while I'm walkin on this Lonley road
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And I'm wishin you were by my side
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[Verse 2: Rittz]
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Miss you when I'm gone, Gotta hit the road
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I be gettin throwed every city is a blur
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I get it on the stage, takin pictures with these girls afterwards
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But I really just be wishin it was her
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And I wish she'd believe me
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Wish I didn't read these, negative comments that everybody wanna leave me
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Underneath the songs that I put up on the internet
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I'm finna let bother me, a part of me just wishes they'd leave me alone
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My journey wasn't easy to get here, I wish they could see how far I came
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I wish I had a street team, Cheese for some T-shirts and CD's
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I barley got a dollar to my name
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People thinkin that I'm on
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My inbox fillin up with feature and I wish I could respond
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My phone keep ringin, friends sayin that I'm changin
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I finally get a minute to myself all alone I be drunk
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My alarm goin off in the mornin, I be snortin all night
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I wish I could hit snooze
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Got a song I'm about to leak, wish that I was enthused
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But apparently I gotta diss dudes to get views
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Sick of sittin on the back burner with a lit fuse
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They sayin it ain't my turn yet
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I'm sick of these music industry motherfuckers bullshitin
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When the truth is that there ain't no rapper fuckin with me
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Feelin like I'm gettin used
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Thats another excuse
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I wish that I was them
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I wish I had a tour bus
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The car that I be in
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Ain't got no air condition and I'm wishin there was wind
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I can't afford a shirt I gotta wear this one again
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Man I wish someone would send a box of some free shit
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I'm wishin I had a bigger buzz
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I've been tryin so hard to make it happen with the rap
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But for now I make it happen with the drugs
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Now what
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Wishin while I'm walkin on this Lonely road
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And I'm wishin you were by my side
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Wishin [X3]
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Wishin'
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Rittz |