She wasn't born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers,
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staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers.
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feeling pressured by the public.
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She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her stomache.
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On the inside she's dieing, lying to herself, thinking:
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- 5 more pounds won't jeopardize my health.
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One day she might just collapse, she can't avoid it.
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Too many sleepless nights spent bent over a toilet.
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Spewing vomit, like she was an alcoholic.
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Praying to a God she never believed in to stop it.
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Now she looks like the skeleton she sees in her closet.
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So close to death she can taste it, body looks wasted.
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Hates life, hates you, hates the way she looks naked.
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Now she's feeling drowsy, lousy,
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thinking maybe this world's better off without me
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I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
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I'm so sorry for what I've become.
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
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I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
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I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
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I'm so sorry for what I've become.
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
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I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
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She can't feel her belly, she's so scared to touch it,
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imagining the feeling when it kicks inside her stomache.
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Too late for safe sex, should have used a latex.
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She can't afford a baby on minimum wage paychecks.
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Her waistline climbs by inches,
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'cuz she traded in the morning workouts for morning sickness.
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Feeling nauseous, sleeps on a mat because she's cautious.
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Give life or take life, that's her only options.
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Only if she had a magic wand, she'd go back to that night
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and put her clothes back on.
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But she can't change time, or what's growing inside.
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How could she love something that's barely alive?
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Her body's acheing, shaking, from sweaty palms, and cold sweat.
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Mentally exhausting like phone sex.
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No regrets, life or death, it's high stakes.
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'cuz right or wrong, it's only her choice to make.
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I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
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I'm so sorry for what I've become.
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
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I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
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I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
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I'm so sorry for what I've become.
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
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I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
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[Side]
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- Help!
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[Girl:] You smell like perfume. That's NOT mine.
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[Guy:] Your head's going fucking crazy, Your head is going crazy.
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Gotta get outta here and look after myself.
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[Girl:] What? What's so wrong with me that you can't love me?
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[Guy:] Look-
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[Girl:] What is wrong with me? I do everything for you.
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I, I, I make myself look good, I go to the gym.
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I, I eat like a fucking rabbit.
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I don't, I don't know what else to do.
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Tell me.
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[Guy:] Baby, you don't understand because-
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[Girl:] What it is I have to do to make you love me.
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I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
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I'm so sorry for what I've become.
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
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I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
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I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
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I'm so sorry for what I've become.
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
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I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
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I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
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I'm so sorry for what I've become.
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I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
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I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
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Someone I Once Knew
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Dead Celebrity Status |