I heard the truth about you
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And it really doesn't read at all
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Like the whipping stick you raised me with
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A scared woman in a private hell
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Hushed voice like electric bell
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Strange talk about Edgar Cayce and the long lame walk of the dark 70's
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I heard the truth about you
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Yeah you
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Mama they woke me up
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I was deep in an idiot sleep
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I was just eight years old
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Heard big words with a horrible sound
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Why'd they have to call my school
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Tell me my mother had a nervous breakdown
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I wish I believed like you do
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Yeah you
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In the myth of a merciful god
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In the myth of a heaven and hell
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I hear the voices you hear sometimes
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Sometimes it gets so much I feel like letting go
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Sometimes it gets so goddamn hard I feel like letting it all go
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Letting it all go
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I ran away, went looking for you
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Back to Culver City and the old neighborhood
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Need to know if you were really gone
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Need to know if you were gone for good
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I ran through the projects at night
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Hide in the dark from my friends in the light
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Hide from my brother-in-law
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Hide from the things he'd say
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Said you weren't losing your mind
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He said you just needed a rest
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He said you'd be coming home soon
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He said the doctors there would know what's best
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Said that maybe I could go live with them for a while
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I know the truth about you
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I know the truth
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Mama they woke me up
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I was just eight years old
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Sometimes it gets so hard I feel like letting it go
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Letting it all go
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Why I Don't Believe In God
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Everclear |